Culture shock...BOOM
Ok I had a pretty fun vacation at devils lake...camping, hiking swimming and sunburn (ouch!). Grace was a blast to pal around with again and maggie was cool too. My dad has become pretty grouchy but we...
View ArticleJust another manic monday
I am going back to beloit this saturday. The summer was so slow and bam! its over! Last week was fantastic. Stephen was here and it was amazing. i feel in love with him all over again and this time...
View ArticleLove to hate ....
So no Gum for me...that's the first show. I made callbacks. But it didn't work out which is sad. Now I must face my fear and become a singer in a couple weeks for rod. I'm frightened singing is always...
View ArticleNever giving up
There's a bunch of theatre oppurtunities coming up. I have three auditions for this week for three different things. I'm hoping to be in two. The musical is one of them. I need to stay positive,...
View ArticleI MADE THE MUSICAL!!!!!!!!!!
I MADE THE PLAYYep, I made the play. Two gentlemen of Verona...I am Lucetta, maid to Julia....HAHAHAHAHA LIFE IS VERY GOOD. I always dreamed of a lead in a musical...I even get my own...
View ArticleSigh no more
Jello wrestling party...insane. I hurt, neck shoulders knees and toes...and my adversary has scratch marks all over him. My birthday's on Tuesday. 22 its like child-hood is over. And I don't feel like...
View ArticleI have amazing friends
Everything that everyone did on my birthday-I was so happy. It was everything I wanted it to be...everything it could be. I have good friends. And a good life...Birthdays are like a little checklist of...
View Articleparadise lost then found then lost again
Memphis was fantastic. I truly and completely love stephen. It was so fun. I saw memphis and more importantly spent a week with some one amazing. I hate being back at beloit. It's weird to say that......
View ArticleSHOW WENT AWESOME
Ok so maybe the show is not highquality....the musical but I had fun on stage and made every moment count. And the people laughed and laughed. I get this spark and it just explodes and all of a suddnen...
View ArticleYes way jose
OMG the show rocked peoples socks off.My mom and April and a small crowd came on friday and we were solid as a rock, good fun, funny,lively...really doing it. Engaging with the audience exposing beloit...
View ArticleWorking Out
So I've been working out for the past 2-3 weeks...I've lost two pounds and feel fit. But it feels kinda pointless if I can't use it ...I realize constantly how confused I am with my life in all areas...
View Articleeverything off, NO LEGS?
Jerry springer is playing on my tv. There is a man who is just a torso and a man who cut off his legs...I wish i was making this up but i'm not. I can't sleep i've been sick for three days and my...
View Articlewhat's the difference
love puts a tint on things. Two weeks was not enough time in memphis. More and more as i want my future to be my present i want to start a real adult life with him. I know i need to enjoy my last...
View ArticleAnd that is all
I hate school. Mindless pointlessness. i hate not speaking in italian. i hate most of the people I surround myself with. I hate the need to forget. I miss people. People that aren't here. Stephen. My...
View ArticleI will graduate in MAY (DAMN)
Okay,I did the wisconsin regional auditions this last weekend. It was good and bad. It was my first cattle call audition. And I feel like in went ok i got some resume requests. It made me realize that...
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What is attractive?
I went to a drag show last night and it actually made me insecure. I can't ever hope to be healthy and have 3% body fat....and muscle lines every where. I was so jealous. I can't have skinny long legs...
View ArticleDrum roll please?
I'm moving in with stephen tomorrow. It's exciting. Fantastic even. But scary.I got a job at a musical summer camp as a dance specialist/chreographer. I am really excited I get to teach dance and...
View Articleain't that enough?
Ah! at work we have internet and I have down time. I got this cool job working parties for children, while teaching theater during the week. Its a nice place called starland in Deerfield Il, I think...
View ArticleMy car accident on Sunday
Just so you know...I was rear ended by a big van going very fast and pushed into the car in front of me...my car looks like an accordion, and my spine and neck are in bad shape but nothings broken. I...
View Articleback pain
I felt like I was making so much progress in my life until now....the daily pain from my back is killing me...I Really need a work buddy...sigh if i'm ever allowed to work out again...for my birthday...
View Articlewho knew
ok so a secret...I love Stephen! ok ok ok I know that most of you knew I mean we live together we have been together since who knows when (two years in jan) so you figure i have to. But I don't...have...
View ArticleSinking
First of all I absolutely am not allowed to complain. My life is better than many, probably millions of peoples' lives so I have no right to whine about my small trials and tributlations! I understand...
View Articlewhere i've been
I never write good news. And I was waiting for good news to come but I am beggining to think it won’t. My dad is in the hospital with an unknown bacterial infection, it was supposed to be minor but...
View ArticleDa Da dum
I have tried to type a note about my life for a while...I don't know what to say. I'm becoming a circus performer. It's awesome. In a way I am living my dream or at least training to live it. On top of...
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